Ashlee Simpson- My incessant ramblings that just stroll through my brain incessantly.

I'm moody because I am restless,

constantly looking for the next thing,

the new amusement of my life.

It is just as easy for me to lose interest as it is for me to become obssessed.

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I indulge myself in what others don't appreciate.

Bad movies,

Old music,

Annoying people that won't leave you lone.

Simply because I am under appreciated.

People tend to take my advice, opinions, lifestyle, generosity, friendship, 

People tend to take me for granted. 

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My music doesn't cut it for me anymore.

I keep listening to the same shit everyday and I cannot take it anymore.

I've known theses songs for years,

they have literally saved my life numerous times.

But I'm sick of it. 

I'm about as sick of Linkin' Park and Green Day and Sublime

I'm about as sick of music as I am of you.

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I don't know what to do with myself anymore. 

I feel like a sitting duck. Waiting and waiting. But I don't know what to look out for.

And I really don't believe in waiting.

I'm a go-getter. Whatever that is.

But I got what I don't want and I cant get rid of it.

But I got you and I can't get rid of you.

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I hate being poor.

Because to be honest, I wouldn't have minded going to private school,

having nice things that I don't need,

constantly going to the gym cause that's what people with money are obsessed with.

Losing weight they don't have. 

I mean I'm perfectly fine with my body and level of education,

But to have luxury would have been nice too.

And to travel. Thats the worst thing about being poor. It keeps you stuck in the same place for too long.

All you wanna do is move on up, but with no money,there are no opportunities.

No matter what they tell you in school.

I was promised a great future. Well I don't know where it is but it's not here.

And all I want to do is go to Ireland to work on  farm.

Go out to the midwest. Maybe Seattle.

I just wanna finish school. Publish a book. Get married and have kids.

And spend time on them. 

I prefer taking care of other people, as opposed to taking care of myself. 

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Most girls can't accept that I wanna be a housewife.

They don't understand it I guess.

But feminism is about having a choice. 

Choosing to be a housewife doesn't men you don't believe in equality.

It just means you're not interested in having a career. 

Or a boss. 

And anyway. I'd work from home right? 

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I thought about tagging you. 

But I forgot, you don't read. 

I always felt like telling you, HE would've done something that you wouldn't.

But it wouldn't be fair.

And I don't want HIM so why would I bother comparing you to something I don't want?

I thought about tagging you.

But I forgot you don't read.